Thankful

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for my family. I would not be who I am without you guys!

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for my friends, who accept me for who I am and love me anyway. I love you guys.

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for my wonderful neighbors. I’m so lucky to live in a neighborhood with you guys!

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for the amazing teachers I’ve had the blessing of having over the years, most who I am still in contact with. Thank you for helping me.

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for the wonderful authors who create worlds for me to escape to. Thank you for my escapes.

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for my autism diagnosis. It had been so relieving to finally know why I am the way that I am.

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for SVU and that Olivia Benson still graces my TV screen every week.

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for Bluff City Law, an amazing new TV show that has made me cry every single episode. I am hoping and praying to see a season 2.

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for Barson. Even though we don’t get to see them together on our TV every week, I will always believe that they are meant to be together and Barba will come back to Liv, where he belongs.

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for One Chicago. Finally, there are TV shows with regular crossovers on my TV screen. I am also thankful that January is not that far away and I won’t have to wait long to see what happens next!

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for Supernatural. Even though we’re almost at the end of the line, these past years have been great.

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for Marvel. The MCU has ruled my movie theater trips for a full decade now, and I couldn’t ask for anything better. I̶’̶m̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶a̶n̶k̶f̶u̶l̶ ̶f̶o̶r̶ ̶I̶n̶f̶i̶n̶i̶t̶y̶ ̶W̶a̶r̶,̶ ̶t̶h̶o̶u̶g̶h̶.̶ ̶S̶t̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶o̶v̶e̶r̶ ̶i̶t̶.̶

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for my pets: Burban, Whiskey, Pippa, and Wayhaven. I love you, my little fur babies!

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for memes. They help me find happiness and amusement in every day life.

This Thanksgiving, I’m thankful for books. I don’t know what I would do without being able to escape into a book when things get rough.

-Sam

This Is How Barba Needs To Come Back To SVU

Hey! I know it’s been a while (actually over a year and a half). I’m now 21 years old, so yay me, I guess? My last post was in February of 2018, about how Benson and Barba are meant to be, and guess what? This post is going to be about that, too!

It has been 643 days since Raúl Esparza left SVU, and I’m still waiting for Barba to come back and give Liv and himself the happiness they both deserve. A while back, I figured out the perfect way for Barba to come back:

Late at night, preferably after a rough case, Liv is going to get a knock at her door. She’ll open it up to see Barba standing there. She’ll stare at him for a second in shock, and he’ll smile. He’ll launch into one of his perfect speeches, he’ll tell Liv how much he missed her, and then he’ll tell her, “You know how I told you I used to see the world in black and white before I met you? And how you made me see all the colors? Well, one day the colors became shades of grey again, and then went back to black and white, and I realized it wasn’t because of you that I see color— you are the color.”

Well, that, or Liv will get herself into a life-threatening situation (again) and Barba will be by her side at the hospital when she wakes up, and then tell her the same thing.

Either way, I just need them to be happy together.

Barba deserves Barson. Liv deserves Barson. Everyone deserves Barson.

-Sam

P.S. If the SVU writers see this and want to make it happen, I give you permission to use it 😂 Just credit me hahaha.